Not gonna lie. I think my guard is up and I am not letting it down. I can’t help it. How many times have I been fucked over by dudes? How many second chances do I have to give for them to realize shit? It aint fair, and until I feel secure, my guards gonna be up. I really do like him, but I know he aint ready to be in a relationship with me, so until then, no we are not together, we are “talking.” I will say shit that gets you mad, get over it. My status will say single, because technically I still am single. But just know, I am single, but not interested in anyone else but YOU. So stop with all that bullshit. I never gave you a reason to not trust me, but you gave me the biggest reason to not trust you. Yes I’m insecure, I will admit it. Yes I do believe there are other females out there that are prettier than me and are more your type. Can you blame me? Maybe if you just made me feel like I am the only one that matters to you, then things might be easier. But I don’t want to tell you this. I want you to know this and do this on your own. And until then… we will never be in a relationship.