Honestly, I can’t help but feel this way. Fuck you, and all the other guys before you. I can’t help it. I really can’t. Trust me, I want to just be whatever about it but I can’t be. I just automatically think of the worst possible situation. Can you blame me? I mean cmon! Really!? Sometimes I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and let all the frustration and anger out, but I don’t. Sometimes I feel like letting all my emotions fall out like teardrops, but then I think that you are not worth crying over. No guy is worth my fucking tears, I’ve cried so many times over stupid ass dudes, and I WILL NOT CRY FOR YOU. When the thought even enters my mind I brush it off because like my mom said, “There are plenty of guys out there, he is not the only one.” Wish she could take her own advice, but that’s a different story.