So some of you may or may not have read my first Bad experiences= Great Stories on my other tumblr…. but this one I kinda only want the very few of you to know. Like basically only most of my close friends follow me on this one because they know my reasons for this one… Anyways let me begin to explain what went down last night…
So last night I brought RRRR some food from my parents restaurant. I was with my little brother and the three of us went to Walgreens. So as we were leaving Walgreens that one bitch I almost fought was coming in and RRRR pulled his hand back hella fast and I went what? And looked up and it was her.First of all that bitch is the girl that tried to fight me because she’s RRRR’s ex gf’s “cousin.” And that was when we were at a party and she was dumbass drunk. So obviously that bitch wasn’t drunk this time and wasn’t gonna say anything stupid to me cause she should fucking know better. So me and RRRR get into the car and I’m fucking pissed! I mean how fuckin embarrassing is that shit? She’s probably gonna text RRRR’s ex gf and be like “I saw RRRR with that one bitch and he hella pulled his hand away from hers…. HAHAHAHAHAHA" Whatever so I told RRRR while we were in the car that it was over. And as we’re at the stoplight he opens the door and tries to get out. And I pull him from his sweater and tell him to close the door. And he’s like trying to get out of the car but I slapped him hella fuckin hard twice and told him to close the door. The light turned green and he was still trying to get out of the car and people were honking at us, and my little brother was in the back telling me to stop. So I closed the door for him and started driving towards his house.
So once we get to his place he gives my brother his keys and told my brother that me and him needed to talk. So he looked at me and said “So this is it?” And I was like yeaa this is it WTF? Like I started hella bawling because I felt like he was fucking embarrassed of me or some shit. Like if him and his ex gf are really fuckin over then he should of never pulled his hand back. WTF! I was hella bawling. Like I felt like I hella wasted my time on this dumbass dude. And I straight up told him that I didn’t want to talk to him anymore and that I deserve better. So he starts getting out of the car again and I pull his sweater again. And this time he takes his sweater off and breaks free from me. So I fucking pushed his ass out of the car and start hella bawling. Like I really felt like shit. Like I felt like he must have not really liked me because he was so fucking embarrassed to hold my hand in front of those females.
So I start my car and tell my brother to get inside the car. Then RRRR punches his car and fucking yells. Then he comes back into my car and is sitting in the passenger seat crying. My brother went back inside RRRR’s car and me and RRRR are just sitting in silence as he cries. I felt hella bad. Like terrible. I had no idea on why he was crying… So I apologized for slapping him. I said sorry for hurting him but he hurt me emotionally, but that wasn’t an excuse for me hitting him. And I hugged him and was rubbing his back and was telling him to stop crying.. He wouldn’t stop so I asked him why he was crying. He then stopped and asked me again if this was it. If we were really gonna stop talking. And I said yes. And that I hope his ex gf’s friends were worth it. And then he started bawling. He was bawling for like 3 minutes and then he hugged me. But I didn’t hug him back. I couldn’t help but think of "Poopy" and when he cried. And RRRR said “Can you please hug me back?” So I hugged him and he cried some more. Then he was getting ready to get out of my car and he straight up kissed me on the lips. Just a peck. And then he opened the door and I asked him to hug me one last time. And he hugged me hella tight. Like he squeezed me and was smelling my hair and was just hugging me like he didn’t want to let go. He was hella bawling. And I felt so bad, but at the same time I figured, damn he must really like me to fucking bawl out like this in front of me. And RRRR is not the type to do that. So after our hug I told him to look at me. And I asked him if he still wanted to be with me even after all that shit that happened and he said yes. And I asked him if he would ever do shit like that again, and he said no. And I told him I’m sick and tired of fighting, and he said he doesn’t wanna fight anymore and he wants us to be okay. So I told him okay, let’s be okay. And he kissed me hella times. Just pecks. And he hugged me again. And he kept saying sorry and that it was his fault, and I said yes it was, but I should of never hit him and let it get as far as it did. And that was the end of the night.
As I dropped him off in front of his house he kissed me hella times again and I think he was really thankful I wasn’t ending things. Sometimes I wonder to myself why he really does put up with my shit? But I too sometimes wonder why I put up with his shit. So as me and my little brother were going back home, my brother asked what happened and if RRRR was crying on my shoulder. I said yes and explained to my brother what happened. Then my brother starts crying! And I’m like WTF why are you crying? And he goes “Because I feel bad for RRRR tash. Your hecka mean and he cried for you and still wants to be with you. I didn’t know he was sensitive like me. I feel bad for him.” And I was like WTF Kev feel bad for me too! He hurt me too! Emotionally!! But that’s what happened last night. Crazy huh? I swear we go through some crazy ass shit. I hope you read this, because I think I’m gonna put it on private soon… Haha.