I fucking hate when my parents are arguing. Especially when I haven’t seen them in awhile and then when I do, there they go arguing again. I swear, can’t we all just be happy? Why do they always have to argue? I sit there, right in front of them and they are just going at it. I swear I just wanted to start crying and tell them to stop. Life’s so fucking short. Be happy. Please. Enjoy each others company. Yeah you both have fucking gambling problems, we all know this. So fucking do something about it. It fucking makes me sick to my stomach. I don’t ask you guys for shit, I know you have shit to pay for, but at least you don’t even have to worry about your fucking daughter. You don’t have to pay for shit anymore cause I pay for fucking everything myself. I rarely ask you guys for anything, and when you guys come to my new “home” to visit me, you guys fucking argue. I just wanted to start crying as I sat there watching them. It makes me sick. Why are they arguing about money? It’s their fucking fault for gambling. They shouldn’t get mad at each other about money problems when it’s their fault. They shouldn’t blame each other when it’s BOTH of their faults. It doesn’t matter who’s paying for what and why their broke, do something about it then.
I want to get married and be married and be happy forever and ever. Sounds too good to be true right? But I know it’s possible. Everyone goes through shit, every marriage has its up and downs, but just stick it through. Marriage is not a joke. Don’t fucking get married if your not willing to stay until the end of time with that person. Anyways, my little rant about my parents just went into a rant about marriage. WTF! Can I just relax please? If it aint one thing, its another. I hate this shit.